died than to sink daily deeper in the mire of this pit of woman's
degradation. But is escape conceivable? Your father tried; and
you beheld yourself with what security his jailers acted, and how a
dumb drawing on a rock was counted a sufficient sentry over the
avenues of freedom. Where your father failed, will you be wiser or
more fortunate? or are you, too, helpless in the toils?'
I had followed his words with changing emotion, but now I believed
I understood.
'I see,' I cried; 'you judge me rightly. I must follow where my
parents led; and oh! I am not only willing, I am eager!'
'No,' replied the doctor, 'not death for you. The flawed vessel we
may break, but not the perfect. No, your mother cherished a
different hope, and so do I. I see,' he cried, 'the girl develop
to the completed woman, the plan reach fulfilment, the promise--ay,
outdone! I could not bear to arrest so lively, so comely a
process. It was your mother's thought,' he added, with a change of
tone, 'that I should marry you myself.' I fear I must have shown a
perfect horror of aversion from this fate, for he made haste to
quiet me. 'Reassure yourself, Asenath,' he resumed. 'Old as I am,
I have not forgotten the tumultuous fancies of youth. I have
passed my days, indeed, in laboratories; but in all my vigils I
have not forgotten the tune of a young pulse. Age asks with
timidity to be spared intolerable pain; youth, taking fortune by
the beard, demands joy like a right. These things I have not
forgotten; none, rather, has more keenly felt, none more jealously
considered them; I have but postponed them to their day. See,
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