the struggle must have reached their ears and set on edge their
curiosity; and now, in all the neighbouring houses, he divined them
sitting motionless and with uplifted ear--solitary people, condemned to
spend Christmas dwelling alone on memories of the past, and now
startingly recalled from that tender exercise; happy family parties
struck into silence round the table, the mother still with raised finger:
every degree and age and humour, but all, by their own hearths, prying
and hearkening and weaving the rope that was to hang him. Sometimes it
seemed to him he could not move too softly; the clink of the tall
Bohemian goblets rang out loudly like a bell; and alarmed by the bigness
of the ticking, he was tempted to stop the clocks. And then, again, with
a swift transition of his terrors, the very silence of the place appeared
a source of peril, and a thing to strike and freeze the passer-by; and he
would step more boldly, and bustle aloud among the contents of the shop,
and imitate, with elaborate bravado, the movements of a busy man at ease
in his own house.
But he was now so pulled about by different alarms that, while one
portion of his mind was still alert and cunning, another trembled on the
brink of lunacy. One hallucination in particular took a strong hold on
his credulity. The neighbour hearkening with white face beside his
window, the passer-by arrested by a horrible surmise on the
pavement--these could at worst suspect, they could not know; through the
brick walls and shuttered windows only sounds could penetrate. But here,
within the house, was he alone? He knew he was; he had watched the
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